the POwer OF dua'

disaat tangan menulis terasa ada air panas mengalir dipipi...
betul orang cakap jangan terlalu lama menangis, tapi bagi saya menangislah kekuatan sya, saya tak mampu meluahkan persaan sedih, marah dan kecewa saya dengan kata...saya hanya mampu menulis dan menangis..

sayang tapi tak mampu berbuat apa2
demi melihat kebahagiaan sekaum aku rela...
biar aku dilihat jahat, biar aku dipndang hina, aku yakin hanya engkau yang maha mengetahui ya rabb..
ya sya terlalu penat memendam sbuah duka
sy terlalu letih happy dihadapan smua orang
sedangkan hati dan perasaan sy memberontak menahan sebuah kesakitan
tp sy yakin sy mampu sy kuat..

kutip..dan dongak kembali,
kerana dia ada disitu menunggu aku
kerana suatu masa dahulu ruang yang patut ada tuhan tapi aku isi dengan insan

ok dah...be positives..

appreciation post to all single ladies...
dont rush to be in relationship or to get married, i was there in that phase where i really wanted to get married swallow every shit and pain till lost myself, why??? becouse everyone is getting married at my ages...better wait than being with the WRONG ONE!!... As time goes by, surrounding berubah,different mindset, umur naik...i surround myself dengan positive vibes,sadly everyone  is getting married too now,Don't you think i need that too? of course yess wallahi  after that i've been throught i finally become matured to accept qadr or what allah has written for me.. obviously my surroundings help me too, thats  why cari kawan yang betul2 positive and it will lead you to be more positive..girls!! its not that u are comitting big sin...cuma jodoh allah belum sampai...alhamdulilah orang lain jodoh awal tapi allah gantikan kita dari berjodoh awal dengan rezeki...alhamdulilah syukur sangat2..ingat ya allah tak kejam...why we always failed in relationship? becouse allah is helping us out dari orang yang salah dan jauhkan kita dari sakit hati.. always remember this one thing allah jadikan kita, allah sayangkan kita, dia nak yg terbaik untuk hambanya. jangan sesekali cakap why me tapi set in mind what is allah trying to show me.

i like beach....becouse the sky is so blue..allah is the merciful just wanna said, be strong and i wish for ur happiness too....never underestime the power od dua'